It's just sad
It’s just sad I’m bein blamed for something I didn’t do it’s sad that I had to say all those things to me even tho I didn’t do it, it’s so sad that my last memory’s of u, were you sayin those mean things to me, wen I rly didn’t do those things u think. I’m sad ur make me feel like this off of something u think I did.
It's gona be ok
I just have to stay strong it’s a must that’s all, it’ll all be ok of I just stay strong, just know it’ll be ok Chelsea. Remember everything happens for a reason , wheathrr we like it or not
Fuckin people bro.
I can’t fuckin stand some ppl. But I guess it’s my fault because I didn’t let them know they were such a key part. Simple things could fuck shit up so dam much man. Fuck FUCK FUCK U’s BROdam man I just wanted shit to go alright that’s all that’s all I wanted :,( I wish anger wasn’t the only emotion I felt
Rip my hair out and throw it at u I wanna take me stomach and put it on yhur head, I don’t fuckin like you
U realize its not the same. The moment u realize ur not enough anymore. The moment.
That shit that just ain’t even cool that shit that just fucks shit up, THAT SHIT.
Tht was wat they call, the straw that broke the camels back, I now know you as well as me are not ready for the only thing I’m emotionally willing to except. Wen excepting less I’m wearing on my person, purposfully clawing at the image of me In my head.
The past effecting the future that's so much like...
I don’t think I can feel all these ways over again.. I know my self to well. It gives me the feeling of being head up against a wall with a knife at my throat… I can’t believe this is so serious. But I just can’t. And I don’t want to..
I'm sorry ...
I don’t wanna be the one to do it I don’t wanna be the one to regret it But I don’t wanna do this anymore I don’t wanna feel like this any more But I do.. But I wanna feel like the only one I wanna feel free I wanna drift along hillsides I wanna wave along side the grass I don’t wanna feel your judgement I don’t wanna worry or think anymore.
Uhh I just want things I buy to work.
I always get so sad here:( I always realize what I don’t and won’t ever true have. But alls I have left to say is fuck it. That gets hard some times to tho but I’ll keep trucking I will I will
meghan: provingmyexistence: a note to self 1.... →
provingmyexistence: a note to self 1. There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a city bus. Don’t. It will not be beautiful. It will not be brave. It will be selfish. It will be broken. Your mother will cry. 2. Don’t write for him. Write for you. Write for others like you. Write so the girl that thinks about stepping in front of public transportation doesn’t....
We accept the things we think we deserve